I'm not sure how conflicted she actually is. I ended up staying over again last night, as the drains leading out to sewer were blocked (nice job) We chat about non connected stuff, this morning she's talking about how she is looking forward to doing more art, connecting with more people, singing , acting etc etc.
She's having a big dinner party /party tonight with her large group of new friends. Made it clear she wanted me no where near the house. It seems to me that more and more she feels free and liberated. And this party is almost a celebration of her liberty and our seperation.
I don't know how I can compete with this yearning for freedom or all these new uber cool friends. I know I can't , and also that that is the wrong mindset.
It just appears that she is really really happy to be liberated and free and that her future looks so positive leaving a relationship that I believe she has convinced herself that she was trapped in.
