LH and Sandi, I don’t know why I get so caught up on the A. I guess this is part of the rationalization. If there is an A, it is a lot easier to stop the rationalizing because I can just keep telling myself “HELLO, she’s having an A!”
To be clear, I am not conflicted about whether or not to keep kissing her a$$. Maybe the question is what constitutes a$$ kissing. Do I tell her point blank do not talk to me about work? Do I become unwilling to cooperate with her on anything? If she is hostile and manipulative like she was the night of my GAL, I am clear. But what if she is nice?
Today, I told her I would not be the one to go get food.
