I have not seen W for 42 days. Felt weird on realising this. We have hardly communicated either.

The whole reason this situation happened and brought me here seems like such a long time ago (May). But it is proably still fresh in W's mind. I don't know what she's thinking. All I know is she is missing out on me being a better person right now.

Me - 36, W - 32
No kids
T - 8 yr, M - 3 yr
Discovery - 14 May 2019
S - 25 May 2019 & D bomb - 29 July 2019
D & House sale final - Feb 2020