“TH”, Played golf today and then came home and watched football. Galling has been difficult due to living in a rural area and not much to do. I don’t have a lot of friends and hang out at my moms most of the time. As I detach, so does she but it’s best for me to continue doing it.
I think my best course of action is to just not have any communication with her at all. I continually have anger due to this situation and the both of us being public figures.
She has no interest in the marriage and wants me to file for divorce. I’m not ready to do that and willing to wait it out for her to file. Unfortunately she is quiet happy continuing to live a “double life”.
Because this has gone public I have had many people call and ask about our situation. This seems to make it worse and gives me feelings of shame due to it happening and due to me knowing that it is still going on. I know her well enough to know that she is continuing the affair.
