OMG, did I mention this rollercoaster is on whiplash mode. Nicer than anything yesterday, today she comes home, finds out about my GAL, launches into is this why I'm refusing to leave? Then asks if I know that she will owe me a year of alimony and support. So I will have that. I said good to know. Then, I know I messed up, I let her lure me into a fight. I was not emotional, but I shouldn't have even gotten into it.
She said it's so ridiculous that I won't leave. That any normal person would leave. Says AGAIN that I have family I can go too. I told her what IS ridiculous is her telling me this is HER house after 6 months of it being OURS. Of course, she threatened I would pay the mortgage starting Nov 1. She said all she owes me is the difference in her pay for the single vs dependent. She has clearly done some homework. She is unwilling to have any real discussion. It is only about forcing me out. She said she will get it done as fast as possible then, and slammed her door.
I am so lost. Maybe I should just leave her to her misery. Clearly the MR is dead. But I feel like I lose either way. My mom said I can come stay on her couch in her apartment. But living like that until May is going to be miserable. I feel hurt but W and I'm so mad about it. It made me feel really low for her tell me that any normal person would leave.