Divorce and Acceptance Part 4

[Pax_luv]

Hi own, Andrew and brtrfly,
Thanks for the comments and sentiments. Own- I do like the term 3rd party medical expenses. You are right, it’s not that much money. Also, I forgot to mention that he was also giving her petty cash out of his business account.

This is going to sound terrible but for a second, I thought-ok this is it... after so many years of his bullying, this is my chance to reciprocate. I’ve been solid this whole time, been completely drug through the mud, and now here’s the time where (hopefully) justice will be served. No, it 10000% is not in my nature to “blast” anyone.... I just thought, here we are 4+ years out and now he has to face the music and face what he’s done.

And when I say that, please understand that there’s no vindictiveness in there. It sounds like there is, but there’s isn’t. It’s more like- I’m not covering for him anymore and sacrificing myself as a result.

At the end of the day, I’m not going to put the abortion in there. I’m ready to move on and get this over with. It’s been so crazy to try and recover everything that he’s taken from me. Like when he wrote checks in my name to my sister in law totalling over 30k and how he withdrew over 100k from our account just a few days before we separated. I’m reliving all of this again and again. And I’m pissed. I’m leaving a couple things on the table, but I just can’t fight it all.

Ughhh. I hope karma is kind to him.

Just a few more months and I will be free of him! I can’t wait. Can. Not. Wait.

In other news, I’m very ready to move. I wish my lease was up now. Even though I would prefer to buy something, i would be ok with breaking my lease and finding somewhere else to live.
This place served me very well during my separation and I have no complaints at all except for the fact that it’s not home. It was my temporary landing place and now I’m ready to move on. This girl is ready to soar! No more holding me back.