Just got a message from STBXW -

W: Do you have X today?

(X is my pug, and he was basically ours but I´ve been paying all his expenses and the one who mostly took care of him)

Me: Yes

W: Can I please come by?

Me: No, why would you do that?

W: I just feel so down, and I miss X, and you. Maybe just 15 minutes

Me: I don´t want to be your friend. We were never friends.

W saw the message but responded 30 minutes later with -

W: I know...


I hate that I feel sorry for her. She was so cold and selfish for many months, sending me into a depression with anxiety I´ve never felt with such intensity before. She took so much and gave nothing to our relationship after BD. And I can still feel her pain of being alone in that apartment.

Anyway, taking my pug out for a walk. Today is two days before the photo shoot and the most difficult day of all since I´m I can only eat less than 30 grams of carbs the entire day. But tomorrow is carb load day so that´ll be fun.

Last edited by BenB; 10/19/19 11:52 AM.

Me: 38
Stbxw: 35
No kids
Mini bd: February 6, 2019
ONS confirmed Sept 7, 2019
Told her to move out: September 8, 2019
W moved out: September 28, 2019
Divorce filed by me: September 23, 2019