Had a great day today . Accomplished a lot at work and home . PMA is a great tool for me . Not only with Relationships at home it’s helped me at work .
Last night H kept digging at me for what I was thinking about . I tried the make myself busy , change the subject and just walk away saying nothing much . No avail . Once corned I will say I caved . Go ahead with some 2x4s. I said I don’t like being stuck with no clear path in our marriage . H responded with we have a path this is getting fixed . We are going to work on this . Find a marriage counselor I’m all in . Keep the pace slow but we are together .
So now how to approach this .... I know H physically is going through a lot auto immune disease still really beating him up . Yesterday was complete mental breakdown for him. Completely broken . Admitted he went to hard partying and shows some real regret and can’t wrap his head around how I’m still standing and not full of hate .
