I have only one fear. And that is dying in a hospital bed of brain cancer alone. But that’s a different story. As far as my marriage. I don’t have any fears any more. Just want to make sure my boy is taken care of.
I have no fear of her, of her having an A, of her leaving, of D.
If she wants to reconcile. I’m in. Full disclosure and full transparency. If she wants out. I’m out. Peace
That’s where I am
I’m cool with either outcome.
Unless PA is confirmed. And then I’m not sure if I would want to Reconcile. I would have to think a lot in that.
But really. I’m cool with whatever.
And I really appreciate you guys questioning the validity of my feelings. I kinda question them myself
