I would want nothing more than to spend the rest of my life with her. But I am done with the way things are. I still don’t think she has cheated. But im not sure. I’m not very worried about it.
Threre are a few points I would like to cover with you guys first
1 have I given it enough time 2 I have backslid some in my 180s (I think mostly to my mind being constantly on cancer. No pun intended) so should I get those back on track first? 3 we are best friends. Do I preserve that or no? 4 is it normal to feel sad about this at this stage. 5 is it normal to feel excited about being single? 6 I’m worried I haven’t done everything I could. I just know I’m tired of the way things are. If she wants to be part of my life that’s great. But if not, I’m done, I don’t really care anymore. Walk away
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7. Is it normal to have a small hope that walking away will cause her to think about things. But to also know that’s silly?
