Thanks LH. that’s kinda what I figured too. I’ve gotten all adjusted and ready for her to leave. Lol. There will be no overreacting, trust me, I actually figure on it blowing up in my face lol. I think it’s possible that W was just letting mom know what’s going on so that way when she leaves she has cleared the air. Make sense?
I also think that the opposite is possible. That she has redeveloped feelings for me. But wants to see if I still have them For her. I don’t think she ever thought that I could go this long without getting upset over lack of sex (I have killed it in that dept) she is very bull headed that way. And we are actually playing this sad game of waiting for the other to say ILY. Sounds like a bad country song
I have just come so far in detachment and letting her go and there is almost a certain excitement to being single again (I feel rotten for saying it out loud). I don’t want to get drawn back in to be hurt all over again. Make sense?
I’m very happy with how far I’ve come. But I don’t want to go too far. Make sense?
I know I’ve come a ways because I feel like helping others on here. Instead of it being just about me
PS. We had a blast for S bday party yesterday. I can’t believe how fast he’s growing up
