F*ck... got roped into MR conversation, with some chit chat. Told her about the GAL that I've been doing. She perceived it as that I've moved on.
WW mentioned that she's had a lot more perspective since the separation, and gained appreciation for the day to day "mundane" interactions that she took for granted. WW then inquired about moving back in, and working on the MR / R... apparently I made a face, and knee jerked to the idea of it. I clarified that we should take it slow, go thru some recovery steps before we fall back into old patters / chaos, and that we can't really work on anything until there's no AP. She agreed and that just wanted to know that the door was not closed.
Not sure if I handled it the best... definitely did not pursue. Just kept it cordial, and served as light house. Maybe she just wanted validation that I'm still available as plan B.
Definitely still not believing everything she says, and 50% of her actions.
