Not much new to report, I'm maintaining NC with W and focusing on work.
I'm starting to feel so angry. A lot of that anger is for my W, but I'm also angry with myself for allowing myself to be in this predicament again. I wish I had grown a spine before W starting coming back around the last time. I thought I had but she has a way of breaking me down with her tears and getting me to buy in to her BS promises and epiphanies. I won't make that mistake again.
I will continue to reach out to D12 even if she's been coached not to respond to me. I miss her so much.
