it wasn’t until the beginning of March that I finally let her go and grasped the damage of my push behavior and importance of detaching.
To a degree I dislike replying to your posts, as i feel like i ( plus others ) are just bashing you... But at the same time i just want to help you snap out of this la la land you chose to exist in. I use the word exist, and until you move on, you really are not living.
Look at all the replys after your post last week.. About 10 people replied, but you came on here to go into the details on your chats with WW..
I look back at my initial posts and i cringe at what i wrote. I believe i felt like that at the time, but 9 months later i am a different person and realise i saw my relationship / WW wearing rose coloured glasses. I learnt so much from advise on here and my life is so much better than it was 9 month ago. I look better, i feel better and apart from the WW using the children to try and control me, i am in a better place. An amazing place even..
I just hope that at some point ( sooner rather than later ) you will snap out of la la land...
Previous username - Helpme123.. A name chosen at a desperate time..
Now Mr Brightside.. coming out of my cage, and doing just fine.
