He really sounds tormented


Im sure the MLCer gets pulled in both directions
because Im sure deep inside there may be voice or a gut intuition that there choices are not great and the pain is still present
they cant run from the pain
yet they do it anyway and they know they are running but cant stop

Keep moving forward
you are making good choices and can trust yourself

Glad you are making new friends also--and having fun


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow