I am happy to see you cut yourself some slack and decided not to apologize. It is difficult to forgive ourselves, and we need to be gentle on ourselves, this is hard stuff.
It’s nice to see your businesslike conversation with H. And that you are letting him find the information about school events from the online school calendar.
Glad you’re having a great weekend, and finding new friends. Yes, our confidence does take quite a hit, it’s really good to see you regaining your’s.
DnJ
Feelings are fleeting. Be better, not bitter. Love the person, forgive the sin.