Thanks Thornton. The pimp in me comes out every now and again, and confidence and self respect briefly comes back when we know we can handle whatever comes at us, after all of us going through this step by step. All of us. Together. I love you guys. Curtis. Let this be a lesson. Not from me but from your W. NMMNG!!!! I gotta learn not to be such a hard@$$ at times and emotionally weak at others. Find the balance Curtis. Find something to do with yourself. Daydream about your future without W. Think about the endless freedom, the peace and quiet, the emotional stability, the non dramatic events. Just rest. Just you. Just you healing. Just your purpose. Just your wants, your rules, your principles, your desires. You are starting over again. So make it a good one to grow. Wolf. I hope you are getting this too, and all the other souls here that are hurting, She can't being you happiness. Only you can buddy, ironically its what attracts others to us, and it is also what repels people too when we are sour grapes, complacent, weak, etc. Repeat after me: "I am not for everybody, and everybody is not for me. I have the power to own up to my mistakes, fix them, remind myself daily that I am a good person. I must forgive others, and myself, and let go, but respect myself enough not to allow others to manipulate me."
