Well for whatever reason I've been unable to post so I'm trying again.
H has been fairly quiet on the activity front since mediation. I am however still waiting for him to sign the paperwork for the solicitors who are dealing with the house, If it actually sells. I guess sighning two pages is just way to much work for his busy schedule.
Today is the 2 year anniversary since BD2 , it's over and I want a divorce. I had actually forgotten all about it until this evening so that's an improvement on last year. December will be 3 years since BD1 so we'll see how I deal with that come then. I was hoping by this point it would be slightly clearer as to where on tis journey he is but unfortunately not. Although his reply antics seem to have more or less become a distant memory and he's been showing signs of depression more so lately. I couldn't believe how scruffy he looked the other day, really not his thing and he's replaced his usual aftershave with the rather unpleasant aroma of BO. The man I married would have died of shame if he smelt of anything other than his Paul Smith Aftershave. But as my Ic has pointed out it's not my job to worry about him. I need to look after me and our D.
On another positive note it's my Birthday this weekend and for the first time in 2 years I'm actually looking forward to it. I've also registered to do a Baby yoga instructors course and I passed my first assignment this week so that's really positive as if I pass I will be able to work for myself running as many classes as I want when I want giving me more time with D and cutting my childcare costs down. I will also be able to earn more money than I currently do which is such a relief.
So now I just have to see If H turns up in November to our next mediation session with a Solicitor ready on the other end of the phone or if he'll play dumb and clear he hadn't realised he needed to. I am sceptical as he claims to have a new one but hasn't provided any details and they seem to be available for absolutely any date we arrange the session for. Strange as mine has to fit it around her other clients oddly enough. I guess we'll see what we see when it's time.
