Still married couple from Scandinavia

[BenB]

Thanks AS,

Yes, I saw pictures from the day before BD and I remember at the time thinking it´s not so bad but I´ve come so far now. And yes, what really made it for me was cutting out sugar almost completely. When I get cravings, I eat some blueberries and it really helps. I´ve had cheat days but they´ve been maybe once a month and I do intense cardio that morning.

Tryhard, thank you. It´s so strange how big the apartment feels now. But I also want to practice calming myself down and enduring the pain of being alone. I still find myself feel excitement when the phone does that one buzz which means it´s from the Facebook messenger app, I know it´s most likely from her then so I have a long way to go as well.

Speaking of that, every day she has found a reason to message me about something. Yesterday it was a picture of clothes hangers only to tell me that she packed them in one of the boxes so I can get them on Thursday when I come because it´s a "shame to throw them away". I responded "ok, thanks". Today a few hours ago she messaged again -

W: Oh, I just realized you have all the recipes for stews we make big batches of. Need to take pictures of those. Especially the beef chilli.

Me: Sure, I´ll send some pictures when I´m back home

4 hours later -

W: what was the name of that lamb dish we always had delivered from the Chinese place?

Me: Sandstorm lamb

W: thank you

5 minutes later -

W: "come back pork" what dish is that?

Me: Thin bacon slices. You wouldn´t like it

W: ah okey, think we had it before. Didn´t like it


Assuming she´s feeling lonely in that apartment. I´ll allow some interaction until we drop off the final things on Thursday.