Gerda - just want to say I am sorry. Wish we could take the pain away. It’s awful, it really is.
Feel it and process it but know that you are strong. You deserve happiness and peace. You will build it over time, brink by brick.
Take it moment by moment. Be gentle on yourself. Believe better days are coming your way.
HaWho, getting a post from you is always very special. I was always told to read your posts because we had a similar situation in many ways. Thank you for reaching out and for this leg up. Knowing that you understand the painI I am in is very comforting, as is knowing you are on the other side of that mountain. I will try to keep having hope.
I believe I will see the bounty of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord with courage. Be stouthearted, and wait for the Lord.