I'm don't think I'm able to change anything with the way that he choose to conduct...Neither how to continue living like nothing happened. We had a really large fight about our relationships, he still refusing of visiting a family therapist. He's not even valuing me...I think it's better for me to fill all divorce papers and just get it over with it... I really tried my best, by I can't work out everything for him, it's impossible to live with each other without being completely open about your feelings. What would be the best way to start the divorce process? We're on a budget, so I'm afraid to ask how much would it cost of going through divorce process. Is it okay using online for that kind of purpose? Or should I hire an attorney instead? What are my options here?
Have you gone to or considered going to individual counseling even if your H won't go to marriage counseling?