As a moderator and a poster, I am going to give you some "gentle" advice. I realize that you are new to the forums and may not have taken the time to read the Board policies, but one of the policies is not to post links to other sites, especially those that are very similar to what we do here. Cadet has been kind enough to edit out the links that you've posted recently.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
