Thanks kml you are right.

I feel awful today and hope I now get stronger each day.

I suppose I’m wondering what now? His parting words were “ let me know when you are ready to talk” which actually I think should be the other way round.

I plan on NC unless it’s regarding the kids. I think In his mind he thinks he can come round when he feels like it which won’t be the case.

Feeling lost now with it all and a way forward.

K