So for example, tonight, I came in from the barn and W was on her iPad and watching tv, I walked through the room, made eye contact and kept going to the BR. No convo at all. She knows I am out happy w D2 and her and she said nothing so I said nothing. This is becoming a standoff. I guess if she has something to say, I can politely answer, otherwise keep moving?
Have a B-Day dinner for me she has planned for tomorrow night. Not sure who but guess it’s D1 and fiancé, D2 and BF, W and I. Right now, I’m ready to cancel it. Why be with W and D2 with their disrespect for me.
Think I need to sleep on this, I prefer to avoid conflict and go. Nothing good will come of me cancelling although, there is going to be a time I’m not gonna give a s#@7; and let them know I’m done.
My brain is feeling like a pinball machine with thoughts all over the place.
All of your advice is well appreciated and is sinking in....thanks so much.
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Me 58 W 58 T 36 yrs. M 32 yrs D 27 D 23 BD 8/3/19 Waiting for filing from W
