Enough rambling about past time JC. Now get into your man pants, stand up and start walking towards amoafwl. The only way you may have W back is letting her go. Not being there to get some crumbs. She´s the WW now so she must face how life is going to be from now on. I was there some time ago and it made me wake up from my soul mate dream bubble.
No expectations. DB! GAL! You can´t sit waiting for her.
Stay strong there JC. It´s gonna take time and patience. There´s a long journey ahead.