Thanks guys. I really appreciate it. I don’t know what W is gonna do. I can tell you this makes it much easier to focus on myself. Her boss is a real trip. W dislikes her a lot. I think it is half true and half a cop out. Her boss is on a serious power trip right now. I also think W is not up to the challenge anymore. Its just too much for her. That’s a very early opinion though. She sat down last night and helped me write out questions for the doc and this phone call. She hasn’t abandoned me. Time will tell if she will
I can tell you. A deep dark fear of mine. If she leaves. Would any woman get involved with a guy who is actively fighting cancer. Could a woman invest herself in that. I’m not looking for that now trust me. But my battle is life long. There is no cure. Hopefully it just takes 20 years to get me. But could a woman put herself in that position? You know what I mean?
