Divorce because I betrayed her trust - THREAD 2

[DaB35]

Journal

Nice weekend overall.
Saw my sister on Sunday - we went ot a food festival and had a lovely afternoon walking the dog round town.

Have been working on a big music arrangement project (not paid, just doing something as part of GAL) and have finished it this evening.

Have not heard from W at all apart from text Saturday morning thanking me for the work I did for her some months ago (see previous page in this thread). Hasn't chased me to provide house sale info yet.

I haven't really thought about her as much as I used to, to be honest. I do feel like I'm carrying less emotional weight around now. It is a very strange situation. I haven't forgotten my M of course, but I can't sit in a dark room wallowing in self-pity. I have to GAL!

Got a few nights out planned next week, including a work night out on Thursday and seeing best mate from school on Wednesday.

I miss her sometimes, but I'm working on improving me. Doing things for me. These days I'm thinking "I am not a bad man. I lost my way and didn't ask for assistance. I am getting that assistance now. I am a good person. I am good relationship material. If my W wants to fire me as H, and not try to reconcile, then it is her loss."

So overall, things are going well really, considering!!