(((HOPE))) It gets better with time Hope... it really does. Unfortunately there is no way past the pain except to go through it. Six months in I was still really struggling. Your brain makes a shift at some point...you are starting to have moments of it. That’s how it started with me. At first, it was complete devastation and unbelievable psychological pain. Over time, I started to have moments of feeling okay and having hope I would be okay no matter what. Those moments turned into hours and later on, into days.
Will I ever be TOTALLY over it? Probably not. It is a betrayal and hurt that I almost cannot comprehend as I am not capable of it. But I am okay. I have surrounded myself with better people than him and I am better for it. I know I am. I am happy and living a good life. You will get there too. I promise. (((HUGS)))
