G.....in those moments what goes on in my head are two thing.
1. I don’t want to be moms mean BF that just comes in and lays down the law.
2. I don’t want him running to his dad, aunt, or grandma telling them what I did or how I made him mad.
If we were living together, married, etc. it would be a different story but at this juncture I might only see him once or twice a month so I just don’t feel the time is right.