Your support continues to keep me sane. I am struggling lately with holding back and not just asking him to leave especially when he isn’t nice towards me. I know he’s going out with ow on Friday and I think he thinks I’m stupid. I have held back from telling him as such.
You are right though, at the moment he is not someone I would want to be in a Relationship with. I would need effort and changes too. It’s a long weary road. I have written “better not bitter” down and will remind myself to think this every time I think of getting my own revenge.