OK I've basically sent a very brief email saying that I am waiting for more info and will send her all the fees info once I've received it all.

Urgh, it's so annoying. When I saw she'd emailed me I got a huge shot of adrenaline. I didn't like that.
It all feels so surreal still. Selling the house, divorce. I never thought it'd happen to me. She probably never thought that it'd happen to her either. I hate that she is rushing everything - she just wants it done. "I want a smooth sale and it to be out of the way."

I feel like I'm a perfectly good bit of food that's been discarded in the trash unopened because it's one day past the 'best buy' date.


Me - 36, W - 32
No kids
T - 8 yr, M - 3 yr
Discovery - 14 May 2019
S - 25 May 2019 & D bomb - 29 July 2019
D & House sale final - Feb 2020