Journaling~

Things have been going really well lately. I enjoy going to IC although it seems I talk a lot. I did have another meeting with my attorney this weekend.

I sent my H the settlement and told him to let me know what he thought about it and to send me the detailed feedback on which items he wanted to discuss. I also told him to let me know what his intent was for visitation when he comes back this month.

I can recognize that I am getting back to the older version of myself and breaking through the behaviors I adopted while being depressed. I have been keeping my house very clean and prepping food, exercising, and I'm also doing very well in my class that I enrolled in.

Everyday that goes by... I think I've mentioned this before, I feel less inclined to stay married to this person who is a liar, very selfish, and not the person that I'm proud to call my H. I am not sure if this is normal DB feelings or feelings of detachment. Either way, it's very freeing.