Yes I agree completely.

If I do ever see them - not sure if that will happen anytime soon - I will be positive and amiable.

I get so sad sometimes. Especially when I think back to our lovely moments together. It's the little things I miss. Part of me is thinking, maybe it was the security of the relationship I miss, not her specifically, but then there are so many things I see that remind me of her, or I see something and think "ah, my W would love that." or "I know what she would have to say about that!". I miss the in-jokes and laughter most of all.

Thanks - I need luck certainly!


Me - 36, W - 32
No kids
T - 8 yr, M - 3 yr
Discovery - 14 May 2019
S - 25 May 2019 & D bomb - 29 July 2019
D & House sale final - Feb 2020