Divorce because I betrayed her trust - THREAD 2

[DaB35]

Looking at the divorce application online.

All I need to do is click a few buttons saying:
"I have read the divorce application."
"I accept the divorce and won't defend."
"I confirm I don't have any other court judgements."

I can't defend - neither my wife and I can afford this.

There are two incorrect things in her blurb about why she's divorcing me, but they're a mix up of dates so I won't pick her up on those.

It is all so COLD. I'm breaking my marriage up literally at the click of a button.
It's horrible.

I do want things to work out but my W is so adamant about this. I can't understand how she's decided in less than 12 weeks that she would prefer to lose our house, our security, and everything we've built for 8 years. It's the 'easy option' for her, to walk away. She would rather not try. This is what hurts me the most. Although I'm the one in the wrong entirely, SHE is the one who has given up. Even when she mentioned therapy a couple of months ago and seemed more positive towards it, now she's changed her mind.