Midlife wife crisis9

[Wolfman]

The last 4 days with my kids was amazing. We did so many things together and there was not a single problem. I was so happy to be with them. It’s so sad that we got to this point. I don’t know how she would want to be away from the kids for 4 days, but that is just me. I don’t know if it’s people filling her head or just her only craziness but her behavior is so bizarre. From locking the bedroom door she even stopped the mail while she was gone. In her mind I have become some kind of monster and it’s sad. How does someone go from being so in love to pure disgust? I would get it if I cheated, beat her, alcoholic and other things, but none of that happened. I have heard that this is a marathon not a sprint. No one said the marathon never ends. The usual for me, the mornings are hard and it’s when I feel the most down. I will keep moving forward and enjoying my time with my kids. Those 2 beauty’s mean the world to me!!! I miss the whole family dynamic. But I guess this is my new reality and I just have to accept it. It’s just so hard to. I miss stability!! I miss family dinners!! I miss my w and I working together to get things done!!

It is truly amazing how my w never veered from this d path!! Full speed ahead for her!! Sorry just having a down moment!!