Divorce because I betrayed her trust - THREAD 2

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I think that's the way forward now.

I am thinking positively for me. Trying my absolute best to GAL and just fill my time with good things.
I found it scary how the NGS book described me so accurately. I have so many traits of NGS. It is saddening to hear it. THIS is why everything went wrong. Not in my M but in previous relationships too even though they were not as intense as my M.

Detaching is hard. I keep looking at my phone expecting something from her. I haven't asked her if she got back safely from holiday. I haven't contacted her at all.

I will probably send back the D papers next week.

Do I need to tell her "I don't want this, but I know I can't change your mind. I'm not going to obstruct you." Or something to that effect? I want to save the M, but she is so stubborn and has given up. I would still fight for it.

Got IC next Thursday so will have a lot to update my therapist with now!