My romanticized vision of you and moonlit beaches leaned towards a woman arguing with God, digging her nail into the dirt, baring her soul and pain. Giving it over to God.
It is difficult, probably impossible, to hear His word when we are all riled up. Frothy and turbulent waters need to become calm. When one is calm, one can hear, one can listen. That is why it is wonderful to see you getting it out of you.
Bravery is much better than Horror or Crucification. On September 29, feel free to send you ghosts over to me for a visit, I’ll scare them.
And that is really the thing about it. They are your ghosts. You control them. You can send them away, and you can call them back for processing at a more convenient time. Can’t banish them forever, need to accept them at some point.
Write, on your calendar, in brackets under Bravery - Just Business. A small step in uncoupling feelings from actions. DnJ-style . You’ll see those words for the next month, and it will get inside your head. And Ghostbusters is one of my favourite films.
Originally Posted by Gerda
P.S. This post was edited by Gerda. Reason -- she realized, yes, she is still scared of the ghosts. Still in denial. Still do not understand what God is allowing or why.
(((Gerda)))
Find the calm water. Answers are there and will present themselves.
DnJ
Feelings are fleeting. Be better, not bitter. Love the person, forgive the sin.
