So I’ve been giving nightly back rubs. Which I think she enjoys. I’m doing so with no expectations. I’ll put my hand on the small of her back or something similar when I walk by. Not every time but sometimes. We haven’t ML again yet. I hope I’m not doing too much. I try to play it cool but I’ve always been a bit awkward TBH
She has also brought up a couple small things about how I’ve changed and then said “It’s kina been 10 years I’ve been asking for this stuff”. Which I don’t have a very good reply to just off the handle to when she asked why I had finally changed
thoughts?
Ps. My MRI is wed I’m gettin pretty nervous to find out how the next year of my life is going to go. Although I have let my W know 0% of how nervous I am. I’m just acting like it’s no big deal (huge 180 for me).
