Nothing much to report. I’m on my 5th straight day of what feels like 24 hour anxiety. I’m finally getting back in to see my IC next week so that will hopefully help. I have a friend who works in mental health and she is helping me try to restructure my sleep so I’m experimenting with that. It’s been terrible lately.
H texted this morning that he was still sick. I’m curious to see what y’all think of the way I handled this:
H: Hey hope you guys are having fun. I still feel like [censored] but better than yesterday. I should wait to see her until tomorrow I think. What are your thoughts?
Me: Yikes! You must be really sick. It’s totally your call. Of course she misses you. You know how you feel though, so I’m sure you’re making the right call
H: I wouldn’t wish it on anyone. If you guys got sick I’d feel horrible. Can I come tomorrow? I’d probably be past the contagious phase. I feel like I fell down a flight of stairs and I could barely swallow anything yesterday even water. It’s awful
Me: Omg! That sounds seriously horrible. Are you ok? Do you need anything?
H:Yeah horrible. I’ll be ok, I just feel like I lost 3 days of my life though. I could stay awake. Don’t need anything thank you though. Actually have food and ibuprofen just drinking lots of water. Maybe I’ll call this afternoon to talk to D4. Would that be ok?