Maybe one of our ex-WW's should pitch in about relapse becaise tgis is what it sounds like. Or maybe it never was over? IDK. But I feel sorry for you man. You've done an excellent job on yourself and your MR. Hats off for that. Tale some distance and think about your next move in all the peace you can find. Hope your D won't be anymore affected with all of this. Be the great dad that you are! Stay strong.

Me:39 W:36
S:12 D:9
T:14 M:11
Separation:sep. 1 2017
D filed oct. 2017
D finalized july 2018
OM confirmed feb 2018
D finalized July 2018

The fact is this. You have to be in pain before you can learn.