Petri, one thing I like to point out, especially to LBHs that end up D'd, is that piecing is no cake walk. My sitches, both in 2005 and 2017, were difficult. But they paled in comparison to the piecing that took place following. So you need to ask yourself: are you up for it? And more importantly, is your EXW up for it? I have to believe that the worst thing possible is to start getting back together only to have her flake out again.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018