Moving on #3

[petri]

Btrow. I have no clue what so ever what her objective is, she said that it's really hard to determune that at this point as her head is in a fog. To answer the reason part: I had an appointment with my therapist and I told her she could use it if it's ok with the therapist. That way she got help faster. If she had gone the normal route it would of taken weeks. Now she got to "cut the line". We then discussed about it and made a mutual agreement to go together. So it was more of a mutual decision instead of her asking me. I said at the very beginning that my role here is just to make this therapy a possibility to her, that's it. But when we later talked she said that there are a lot of things tjat need to be addressed. For the first time she said that her anger and resentment towards me is pretty much gone. Some old things still bother her.

I have to say that my head is filled with thoughts. Trying to grasp something where I could start bondenring all of this. It's been a weird trip so far and it seems get weirder. But still doing my thing and keeping it as strong as I can.

Neff. It's starting to get dark here in the North, winter is coming and all of that, so we need the light. Just let it shine!