However hard it sounds, you have to be positive for yourself.
Do whatever it takes to keep your mind in a good state, and keep doing that every day. It'll then become part of your daily routine. You'll feel confident and better about yourself.
Don't tell your WW what you're doing, just do it and let her see the changes.
Me - 36, W - 32 No kids T - 8 yr, M - 3 yr Discovery - 14 May 2019 S - 25 May 2019 & D bomb - 29 July 2019 D & House sale final - Feb 2020