Nothing to report on the mlc front ,no contact as usual ,I sometimes think oh what’s the point if it’s done it’s done . I read some of the posts and see the mlcer treating the lbs like rubbish ,why allow yourself to be mistreated like this ,if they want out then go ,leave to do your worst ,nobody should be disrespected like some of them do ,i know we still love them but I just think sometimes it’s like trying to hold the sea back, not going to happen . I know it hurts ,the pain ,the feelings that keep on flowing from us to them but for what, there’s no reasoning with them ,they’ve gone and got into another relationship with someone ,where’s the self respect ,it’s buried because you so badly want the relationship to come back together but as we’ve been told on numerous occasions it’s a long old process so it’s not going to happen anytime soon so why prolong the trauma ,why allow yourself to be treated as something that they’ve just stepped in ,don’t get me wrong I was the same for a long time fearing the fear of wha5 could happen but for why ,it’s already happened they’ve told and shown you that you don’t matter to them anymore ,your nothing but white noise now . They’ve blown their lives up so now what do they want to do ,they want to do the same to you ,to hurt you,to inflict as much pain as possible to blame you for all that’s wrong in their lives ,don’t fall for it ,it’s their problem ,their issues not yours ,just work on yourself,and if they keep threatening to leave then don’t bother threatening just do it ,go ,leave to fall on your face and it will happen because they all think their all sooo rational and right but we know the truth ,they don’t ,so that’s on them not us .don’t get me wrong yes I love my W but what can I do ,nothing, but work on me ,look at it that’s it’s already lost for now ,let them go but keep your self respect that’s something they can’t take away from you .
