I absolutely WANT to stay in my M. I love my W unbelievably but I have been working on letting go and accepting the fact that she may walk away. I’ve worked on being ready to be by myself. To be ready to handle an A. To be AMOAFWL. Please don’t misunderstand me. I would love nothing more than to recon. I’m just prepping for the worst. I was just curious if behave any differently now. Or if nothing changed. Can I initiate sex or intimacy now? Or just keep doing what I’m doing?
