Divorce because I betrayed her trust - I regret it

[DaB35]

Journal

Went to the house today as I needed to pick up some post (parcels). Two estate agents came round to value the house too.

They both commented on what a lovely house it was. That made the whole thing worse!

I didn't enjoy them being there, nice as they were. It was horrible actually.

I then did a few things, watered the plants outside, and watched some TV and then some Family Guy on catch-up. Then I left for my parents' house.

I texted my W this evening to say she could put the alarm back on remotely. She asked how it went:

Me - "They valued it at £x. Said it was in fantastic condition. It wasn't nice hearing them talking about selling it though. I then just had some time ot myself in the house, watched some TV, then came back to my parents."

W - "OK, more than we thought. I know, it's not nice thinking about it. I still feel complicated about losing the house. Thanks for doing all that though. Enjoy the sunshine."

Haven't texted back.

[In the UK it's 32 degrees this weekend. My W is on holiday in Portugal where it's the same temperature.]