I'm having really bad day, so would like to vent on here a bit.
Things have been gong ok until last night when he announced again that we don't work and the R is dead etc All stuff I've heard before.That we had a terrible time on holiday (we didn't) etc
I know he spent yesterday with the ow and that she is leaving her H to hopefully start a R with mine.
He started a huge row and I have bitten again. I retaliated. he said the kids will be told that we don't work, there's no love etc so I basically said that they would be told the truth. He said although he feels guilty he doesn't regret it.
This got me angry.
Feel like I've blown it again and feeling really low in myself - it's getting me a little weary so thought I'd turn here. Although nothing new I feel like the cycle goes round and round.
Maybe he needs to leave as part of his process but I still don't want to tell him to and despite the arguments haven't done so. Should I apologise when he returns or leave it and carry on as normal and try to get my act together.
