Today would have been our 21st anniversary. But I'm not sad.
W insisted we have a call last week. She poured her heart out and saying she wants her family back and that the decision is all mine if I would have her. Apologies and lots of crying on her part.
She still lives with the OM, but claims she's "taking from him" until she has saved enough money to get out here. She also started AA (12 days sober) and also a therapist who believes her cancer was formed from years of pent up anxiety and trauma she never dealt with. She seems to agree and wants to go deeper to face her demons.
It all seems genuine this time, so I'm cautiously optimistic. I've just been listening and trying my best to restrain myself from making any comments or asking her questions.
We will see how this plays out, but prayers and lots of good vibes sent my way would be nice
Me: 48 WW: 43 OM: 53 met 12/16 to 10/19 M: 18 T: 20 D20 S18 S9 BD 05/22/16 W asked for D 6/20/16 D final 1/9/17
