Man thanks guys!! You are great!!

I have convinced myself I’m worth it. I’m a great guy. I’m funny and smart and I’m a catch. I’ve finally gotten there. It’s been hard but I believe this about myself now. I just want her to see it again like she used to. I’m just saying I want to prove those things to her. I also want her to see the kind of person she is. How good and beautiful and kind she can be. But I don’t think I can. I think she had to figure that out on her own. I think she just feels ugly and sad inside. I feel for her but I can’t fix it. I will stand here and wait for awhile. But not forever. The lighthouse story makes so much sense.

I wonder if this is what the rope drop feels like? Wow. It’s kind of exhilarating. Remember a month ago when the thought of her having an A was destroying me? Wow.

Thank God for you guys.

Ps. R2C. I did a bit more flirting to polish up my skills. What do you think of this?

Random cashier girl who was very pretty

We exchange hellos

I see a bandage on her finger

Me what happened to your hand?
Her oh I bite my nails and I’m trying to quit
Me well your way too pretty for that
Her (started and smile). Oh! Well thank you


Me 32. W. 30
T 10 years M 8
S 8

Bd 5-31-19