It really is very uncomfortable, especially because it's new for me. I did have my IC today and it was torture to start with a new person --2 hours of her listening to the history. -___-
She did say that she thought my H was manipulative and that without meeting him she thinks that he is done with the marriage....
It was a little discouraging, but I know that if/when things turn around, I won't be taking back the same person he is now. We will both have grown a lot! For now I'm just going to focus on me.